I've spent so much of the past few months either in hospital or under instructions from the doctor not to do anything (in hopes resting will help me heal quicker) that it's given me loads of time to think. Yeah, I know... "Uh-oh!" LOL!
Two years ago I was doing streams at "The Wolven"... I loved doing my streams. They gave me something to do that gave some enjoyment to others. And I'd decided that I was going to go do some sort of class at a local colege or something. I actually did start doing one. But then the headaches started.
I put them down to eye strain. So I stopped doing things in the order I could bear to part with them. First I quit the colege class, then I quit doing my streams... And so on. Until the day came when I had to admit that it was time to accept that the doctors' predictions were coming true. Several years late, but still...
And now? Now I don't know what to do with myself!
I can't do the streams because I can't hear Jaw's attempts at telling me what's on the screen while music is playing on the computer. I can't do the classes in the colege because, by the time they got the items required so I could do the class, the class would be at least half over... And that's if I could find somewhere I could get to that does something I'd want to or be able to do, since most places close enough to get to easily seem to do at least mostly computer classes or art classes. But I want to do something... I just don't know what.
I feel like I'm stood on a path with loads of different paths leading off it that I could take, but I don't know which to take... Nor how to decide which path is the best one for me.
I'm not sure what the point of this post is... Just a bit of a rant, I guess... *Shrugs*