Sunday, September 30, 2012

Had to have a blood transfusion this time

I always saw myself having children some day, but now I don't think it's going to happen.

The bleeding issue is getting worse, and this time I didn't manage to avoid a blood transfusion.

I ended up going to A&E again, then was in hospital for 4 days.

It took 5 bags of blood and a stack of pills to get the bleeding to stop and stop the dizzy feeling that made it feel like the ground wanted to rush up and hit me.

They've done loads of tests, but if they can't find anything new then the only option to stop the bleeding will be a hysterectomy.

It hurts that I have to give up my dream to live, but that might be the case. I have to stop the bleeding, and if that's the only way to do it then it will have to be done.

I hate it, but I can't live like this any more!


Intense Guy said...

This medical problem is so frustrating and painful on a number of levels.

I mostly wish you would feel well - you've been beset with issues to the point of "unfairness."

Toriz said...

Thanks Iggy!

I'm as well as I can be right now, and crossing my fingers it stays that way - at least for a while longer.