Feeling kinda fed up lately. I don't know what's up. I think it's just everything catching up with me now that all the hospital trips are basically over with. I don't know.
Almost gave up on blogging. Decided not to though. Not sure what it was that made me think I'd had enough, nor what it was that made me decide not to scrap the blog. I think it was a combination of things that made me decide not to stop blogging, actually:
1. I'd miss my bloggy friends.
2. Kelly recently brought me a new laptop, and I wouldn't want it to go to waste.
3. I spent too much on Jaws to let that sit around doing nothing.
Don't get me wrong, I do like writing my blog posts. And I do enjoy sharing things with you all - be it an interesting site or article I've found, or something from my life - but... *Shrugs*... I don't know. I just feel so fed up with it all. Not with the blog as such, but with things in general.
Please don't ask me what I mean by all this, because I'm not really sure. And that's the problem. Well, I think that's the problem. So much has changed for me in the last couple of years. While it was going on I didn't have time to think. But now I do, and I wish I didn't. Well, I sort of wish I didn't anyway.
Is any of this making any sense? I don't suppose it matters. I don't really know what the point of this is, nor what sort of answers/comments I'm expecting to get to it. I just sat here to write a post, and this is what I ended up with. Whether it's a good thing or a bad thing, I don't know. I don't even know if I'm right to publish this post. Well, I'm hitting publish now, so it's too late to worry about that...